Conversing with oneself....

I am unsure about me being an introvert. But people who are close to me, believe I m not an extrovert. But I along with those people mutually agree that it is very easy for me to express myself. If not verbally then through my facial expression.

While I m trying to figure out what exactly I want to write on convey through this blog, I am becoming aware of the fact that how easy it to write about others, and much more easier to comment on situations. But when you try to share something about your own identity, then its not an easy riddle to solve. More so because most of the time you are unsure, how much do you exactly want to share. What is that thresh hold limit beyond which you would stop.

Anyways, let's back to the point where I started deviating. I believe a person who is very expressive is also the one who is mostly in a fix. This is so because someone who is not used to talking about his feelings a lot, does not feel the need to do that very often. But people who want to share their feelings, are fighting back within themselves. Whom to talk to, how much to share, how to convey, what to not to say. Life is so much easier where there is no need to express, to talk, to share, when people can simply keep everything to themselves and move on. When they are not able to vent out their feelings they feel frustrated,and helpless. It is this very need that rears "expectations". The more you need people, the more you expect people to be around, to be understanding, to be supportive. And bang! you enter the vicious circle....the more your expect, more likely are your chances of getting hurt. The more you get hurt, the sadder you feel, and then..... "YOU NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO" , whom you expect to be understanding and supportive .... what the hell... introverts are truly divine souls....much more free from hassles of expectations and expressions. 

I wonder why are extroverts perceived to be better than the introverts. Why can we find links on search engines that read....."How to Go From Introvert to Extrovert."

In fact, it is rightly being said, "For an introvert his environment is himself and can never be subject to startling or unforeseen change." 

I don't know if all those who would read this would actually see any meaning or purpose in this post....but what the hell, I am simply expressing the randomness of my mind :P